Sadness

Much has happened, too much to mention in this post. I lack the concentration, the courage even, to write it all down now.

But a lot has happened and it’s not good. So much negative stuff and I’m having a major difficult time dealing with it.

I’m on a waiting list to get professional help with my autism. As I’ve found out the cause of most of the negative things happening lies within me not being able to deal with my autism. But it’s a 5 month waiting period, so it will take some time, and then some more, before I can finally be admitted to the psych help to learn to deal with my autism.

I intend to start writing some more, as it can help me to cope with things. But for now, I’ll post this little bit of words and see how things will move along. I’m feeling so very tired. Tired and sad.

At this point in my life, I say that having autism sucks as it cost me so much. Stupid sensory overload meltdowns. Stupid brain… *sobs* Why am I so damned tired all the time?

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~ by Lonely Wallflower on August 9, 2018.

3 Responses to “Sadness”

  1. Hope it al gets better for you.

  2. *all

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